On Election Night, I Reach for My Partner’s Hand
in bed. Try to sleep
by concentrating
on the pulse
that shudders
through the thick, blue
rivers along his arms. I try
to be thankful
his blood remains
inside his body
and not broken
from it, spattered
on the ground
like the people down
the street flying flags
with stars and bars
wish. I am thankful
that it is just us
in this room,
in something
like a separate
world, four walls
shielding us
from the first
cold autumn night here
in Texas. For now,
we are two men
trying to find our way
to sleep, cradling
each other, our heavy breaths
signaling we are alive.






