This memoir is as much about you dealing with a late-term medical abortion as it is about navigating the grief, loss, and processing of your family members.
Throughout Bloodstream, you explore grief and nostalgia for humans (those unborn and those present) and pet dogs alike. You write want. Want to have a few more moments with those passing. Want to have experienced motherhood. Want to make it through these wantings unscathed.
I wonder if this conjuring of my grandmother is what you experience throughout Giving Up the Ghost: A Daughter’s Memoir — if we create the image and persona of those who are not present because our establishing of their voices allows us to analyze a part of us we are otherwise unwilling to confront (i.e., an unwillingness to move on and heal).
Cistern
In every raindrop,a ghost.
In every ghost,a throat,
emptied. What drains:a body, tide by
tide—appetite,then thirst.
Air scissors throughto trickle.
Her current runsthrough me,
then salt
in my mouth, ears.In every...