I wonder if this conjuring of my grandmother is what you experience throughout Giving Up the Ghost: A Daughter’s Memoir — if we create the image and persona of those who are not present because our establishing of their voices allows us to analyze a part of us we are otherwise unwilling to confront (i.e., an unwillingness to move on and heal).
Venus
My daughter-never-born is throwing snow.
She’s dropping crystals
from clouds of sulfuric acid.
They glisten like knives, swirl
in the solar winds. Each flake hovers
over the ground before...